This story is probably as grim as I will ever get here… But I hope you can sense the underlying peace and eternal wisdom.
I dreamt of the Sandy Hook school shootings in Connecticut as they happened. I woke early Friday morning with what felt like the flu, though I never get sick. Everything hurt. Much like my experience with the ET vision in Sayulita Mexico earlier this year. But this time, I forced myself back into sleep- where I was ushering children into hiding spots and trying to get them out of a large building. There was chaos, gunshots and blood. At one point, I’d hidden several children, and looked out to see what was going on– when I saw at least 5 children get killed right in front of me. I will spare you the graphics of everything I saw, but I will say that I rarely have such heart-wrenching dreams.
Although I couldn’t believe what was happening, I stepped out to take a look at who was shooting. It was clearly a machine. A face-less non-human machine with a large gun. And somehow, in the dream, I intuitively understood that this was being done by the “machine.” I think you might either think I’m joking or in some way have a hard time grasping this next part. But, the dream that followed was a dream in which the two George Bushes, Paul Ryan and Dick Cheney gathered in an office, smoking cigars and laughing about how they won the election. And won other things.
I no longer look at my dreams as “just dreams.” Lately, there’s been truth in all of them. But, I had no idea that the shooting I was witnessing was an actual event. It took me logging into Facebook to see what happened that morning at Sandy Hook, and to fall into tears. Not just for those families who’ve lost such precious loved ones. But for all of the children, and the bombs, and the drones and the fake sympathy from the ones who have “planned” such things. For our children across the globe.
The Internet circulates rumors of the “shooter” having had autism, and not being “right.” Horribly written main-stream media focuses on what the “shooter’s” father and brother did for a living. What?
And, as the week has progressed further dreams have pushed me to “see” the many twisted facts and bold-faced lies behind the scenes. It’s looking like it really is harder to lie these days. Perhaps, the awakening Goddess energy is really making it easier for us to know the truth.
This is clearly our chance to wake up and step up. And, I’ll tell you how you’ll know if there’s something that you can do about it:
1. You’re reading this article
2. Something about this frustrates the ever-loving sh*t out of you.
Look, we create our lives and our truth. I personally, love to focus on BLISS. But, when an option creeps onto your path, you must either say yes or no to it. When an option creeps onto your path, it means you are still living in a reality where this option exists. Like it or not, we share a reality with many beings who are all out refusing to wake up and accept our true power and potential. And, these people represent a very small, but transitioning part of ourselves. Saying “no” to an option means that you let it go in peace and that it won’t haunt you. Can you say “no” to this? Can you simply let it go without further investigation, or does it require your attention? Saying “yes” to an option simply means that maybe it does frustrate you, but you will transmute it, work through it. Saying yes does not mean you like it at all, but perhaps you are a catalyst for change. Perhaps it is something YOU need to go through. Even for just a little while.
Maybe the world needs you. There are many causes for peace being carried out by many beautiful groups right now. I’m sure that I don’t know of all of them. But, what I speak of here is not to frighten you or piss you off, it is truly to open you to a truth happening in our dimension of reality that we need to stand up to. I know I need to stand up to it. I know I need to do energy work on it. And, I know I need to write this blog.
My Wake Up Call
My wake up call occurred in 2005 when I began to realize that the very system designed to keep my baby well was responsible for making him very sick. My son, who was born healthy and developing healthfully, became infected with autism through vaccines and environmental toxins. It wasn’t just that cut and dry though…. Vaccines caused a gut infection and immune dysfunction first. Seizures happened. He regressed rapidly. My social conditioning led me to look everywhere but into our food, environment and vaccines first. In fact, I’m still having realizations about the vaccine thing. I was in the system. My kid was terribly ill. And, I could not see why.
During our healing, we continued to encounter professionals (doctors, teachers, therapists, “autism specialists”) who wanted to further vaccinate and medicate him, institutionalize him, and “treat” him with very harmful things laden with chemicals. The very things that caused his illness and sensitivities in the first place.
I am usually very careful about my language on this subject. I do believe my son (as a soul) chose his life and that this was supposed to happen to him as part of our family wake up call. He is a sensitive and very psychic child who is a gift to us. autism is certainly not a curse, but the illness inflicted on these very sensitive children is intentional. Every smart person in the medical and scientific communities knows the dangers of blending toxic chemicals and injecting multiple doses of them into under-developed immune systems.
My son has tested for sensitives and specific poisons and deficiencies. He tested off the charts for aluminum, cadmium, arsenic and more. His tests also showed mercury in his blood, and that he was having a hard time detoxifying it. Aluminum is linked to strokes and a calcifying of the pineal gland (the gland we all have that allows in our “psychic” messages). You know that you’re not even supposed to touch or be near mercury. But, even after lawsuits and decades of research that supports the opposite, I just read that the US government still mandates this toxic crap be given to our babies.These ingredients are unnecessary for health and have nothing to do with fighting disease. Yet, they are in our food and medicine “systems.”
The great news is that we have detoxified our son through an organic, probiotic-rich diet full of raw vegan Superfoods, healing herbs, sensory therapy, and unschooling/homeschooling. The great news is that you don’t need to vaccinate. You can, if you choose, create a vibrant immune system that rejects illness,through food, herbs, movement, energetic awareness, and healthy relationships. You can choose what goes into your body. You don’t have to drink fluoridated water, And, you can question why your government mandates that you remain sick on un-labeled GMO foods and toxic medications.
Knowing that my son, who is now extremely psychic and can tell me stories about past lives and can read the minds of strangers– was intentionally infected with this illness by a system set up to keep us sick and detached from our psychic awareness– woke me up. Wide awake and ready to take whatever peaceful actions I need to in order to help more children. Children being born at this time are way more connected to Divinity. They have come “pre-programmed” by nature to help us awaken. When you heal a child with autism you see this first-hand. And, even those children and adults on the autism spectrum who still suffer from seizures, digestive imbalances, and other painful side effects, show us through their actions that they are here for a reason and they hold strong in that purpose. They generally do not care what others think of them.They often need to move their bodies in “socially unacceptable” ways in order to achieve inner balance. So many people look at them in judging ways. But, they are showing us how to heal, and they are showing us just what made them sick. Understanding autism has been a huge gift for our family. We now understand the nature of Earth and our human bodies. We “get” that the elements of nature can be used for healing, and we continue to tap into them. We also are keen to the complete B.S. spewed by a mind-controlling society who would want you to believe the opposite.
I figure that some people, like me, need a wake-up call. Some people need to really see what’s going on and face some of the unbelievable facts out there before they realize the Real Truth. The Real Truth of course is up to you. But, I’ve come to the conclusion that these facts are not as real as the Love and Bliss I feel when my consciousness is raised. I almost didn’t write this blog because in the middle of posting, I took a break to have a Kirtan session with friends. That raised my vibe so much I couldn’t fathom finishing this. Yet, here I am now for me and for you. Maybe something about this will inspire you to wake up out of it. Here in this dimension, there are still people trying to cause harm and prevent our awakening. And, as long as I’m here with you, I will do what I can to help lift you out of the muck. For you are me. And I am you. And we are “them.” (And, of course, we are all the walrus). When we raise our awareness our separation will dissolve.
This summer, I met an amazing woman who, in her childhood, had been sucked into a cult-like church which was run by satan worshippers in the government, police etc. They attached to her through the veil of a regular Christian church. Violent ceremonies were carried out. Children were kidnapped and sacrificed. She was conditioned to “kill.” She was also tortured. And, the type of mind control that was used on her is commonly used throughout (at least) the United States to breed killers, according to her and many other sources.
She tells me that her father was a good target for “them,” and that “they” convinced him to join with his family as a way to gain power and money. And, so her father gave his children to “them” in exchange for power and money. This happens to many people.
She has since connected with many others who have experienced this, and they all say that the mind control was done right under the noses of everyone else around them. It was as if everything was “normal” to the outside. They were “regular people.” Using the church as a cover-up and as a way to lure the “weak” (her words), and with law enforcement reps actually involved–it was quite easy to get away with. She says that there are levels of authority amongst those people who ran things. Not one person has all of the details. But, those being harmed were definitely not supposed to remember.
They use mind control techniques to cause the person to disassociate. This woman is blessed to have freed herself, and shared with me that it was her connection to Jesus, the real spirit Jesus (not religion), that actually freed her. She now helps to de-program other people who have been involved in mind programming.
I’ve heard from others who have publicly revealed their stories of intentional mind control for purposes of carrying out similar disgusting agendas.
So, for me, her story was not too far-fetched. I’d actually met her after having done years of reading, studying and practicing of energy healing, and I completely understand how one can tap into the human power for good or for harm. I chose to use it for good and experienced such healing.
In this reality, duality rules. Or so it seems. I’ve read many works that explain how the manipulation of natural energy is carried out for harmful agendas. My friend tells me, and I’m sorry because this is difficult to write and read — but children, in all of their beauty and energetic essence are the best targets. When children are used, their energy is taken. She describes it almost like the bottling up of screams depicted in the movie “Monsters Inc.” These real life monsters steal children’s lives and energy in order to carry out even more hurtful things. It soon became apparent that this is where many missing children wind up, and why the lawmakers would even desire to so poison our kids. Our children are pure magic. I believe we need to wake up and save them. But, how many more need to sacrifice their lives for our awakening? How many more must be harmed whether through direct influence like the Sandy Hook shootings and drone attacks or mass poisoning like with autism and allergies, vaccines and fluoridated water before we put an end to this?
There is of course, the new world order agenda, which this is connected to.
For me, people like David Wilcock, David Icke, Alfred Webre and Laura Eisenhower, and sources like the “Free Your Mind Conference” have been abundant offerings for understanding the whys and the hows of all of this. There are many others involved in awakening us to the science, logic and proof behind this agenda of population control. Ive met and studied with many outstanding teachers who combine ancient knowledge, with logic. And, you know what? When I test these things easily in my life, I always come out knowing the TRUTH.
What used to be considered conspiracy theory is now fact for many people who have decided to embrace the truth. But, the thing is, it’s not the doom-and -some would have you believe. Just because this is happening does not mean you have to buy into it. But, how you transmute it is to see where in your life it is effecting you, and replace that part of your life with a higher vibration. Sometimes knowledge can be power. Especially if we use it to empower ourselves, and not to fuel our emotions.
I gave away my TV on Earth Day back in 2006 or 2007. That has helped to de-program me from my preconceived ideas supported by media and commercials. Those of us who have not been selected for individualized torture are attacked through the false news of our media. I’ve been un-plugged for so long that I am finding it increasingly more difficult to reconnect my wires and have a conversation with people who still think that 9/11 was about terrorists who hijacked airplanes. This came up with family over Thanksgiving. If I tune into the screen, it’s to watch a YouTube vid on consciousness or some beautiful movie. I have no mind-space for lies, and it’s easier to know the truth when you unplug.
As our family healed from autism and societal illnesses, our psychic and intuitive abilities increased exponentially. It’s this connection that allows me to see and know and prove my truths over and over. I may dream of something and then do the research on it. I may get information through channeling a message from a spirit guide or helpful being first. I realize that this is a very pure way of experiencing an awakening and I feel very blessed because of it. My dreams led me into studying the bloodline of Christ, astrology, archetypes, ancient mysteries, shamanism, Chinese medicine, psychic development, etc.
If we were all more in-tune with the stars, we would see that this has all been predicted for us. Perhaps it was inevitable. We are all made of energy. The same geometries. We all effect one another– as it is in the stars, so it is in our hearts. We are now leaving the age of war and Pisces and entering the golden age of Aquarius. If there is more work to be done, or more facts to face to make that transition easier, now is the time.
My wish is that guns would have never been invented in the first place, but they were. Although people could easily take another’s life in other ways, guns allow that dissociation. That complete disrespect for life and humanity. But, I must admit that currently, in my reality — guns exist. Maybe, just maybe they won’t exist for long.
The real life miracles I’ve experienced convince me that we can transmute this violence. But, it may not be about guns. When we transmute violence guns will no longer be an issue.
We must get to the core of the issue.
As long as our very sneaky government who continues to rape us of our rights can hold guns, I believe that natural people should also be allowed to own them. And, I believe that people will continue to hold this right or at least hold guns as long as the governments do. This may be one of those things that gradually leaves our reality as we awaken.
Guns have never done good in my life. I’ve had family and friends both shot and murdered. I knew a kid who stole a police officer’s gun and used it to kill two other children. I’ve known people who accidentally shot and killed themselves, and a boy who accidentally shot and killed his sister with his mother’s (an officer’s) gun. From my connections with friends who are in the system, it seems that most crimes are committed with stolen or illegal guns. Certainly, if there was a shooter named Adam Lanza at the Sandy Hook School (and he was not just a Patsy), he most likely did not have a legal gun (having allegedly been “not right” in the head).
I do not like guns and will not own one. I am not that kind of person. However, our constitution which continues to be torn up for the sake of our destruction, was originally written to protect us against a controlling government. The right to bear arms was put in place so that citizens could also protect themselves against government. As I find my place and purpose in this collective awakening, I see that it is quite possible that some of you may need to physically protect the rest of us.
But, furthermore, my deepest heart reason for this stance is for the way gun control agendas have been so forcefully thrown at us. I deeply sense that the outcry on Facebook and other social media sites was planned. And the golden nugget for the system that lies under all of this is that once again, they can put us against one another. Gun control supporters versus the “savages.” Just another label and illusion of our disconnection. As long as we so falsely believe that some of us are “animals” and “assholes” as I see posted on Facebook regarding shooters or governments or activists or gun owners or politicians or republicans or liberals or… (you feel me here?)– then, the government which we created to protect us, will step in and do its job — protecting us from our so unruly selves. Friends, we are that government. We are the “they” I speak of. At least in part. Let us connect so that we can transmute this energy that holds us down.
If they can set up a disgusting false flag scene like Sandy Hook to drive people into thinking that gun control is the answer, then they solve many problems all at once. They get to keep all of the guns and have more control over us. They don’t have to look at real issues like the medications that the alleged shooter was allegedly taking. My husband’s experience with the prescribed seizure drug lamictal, which gave him suicidal thoughts and serious bi-polar type reactions (in an otherwise healthy man), is enough for our family to know that it wasn’t autism that would have caused someone to flip their lid, but the drugs that many of these people are on. Quite obviously the genius drug companies know the effects of their meds and this is intentional. All part of the mind control.
So, while my opinion is that no laws should be changed as a result of mass mind control and coercion, I urge you to create your opinion and your life based on what your heart says. Definitely not based on fear that another mass shooting will occur. It might occur anyway. We need to get our children off of TV and drugs to eliminate that influence. And, we need to wake up to the fact that our government continues to drone-bomb thousands of innocent children and families around the world. Our government, who equals us, continues to bank on weapons manufacture and war. In 2005, the US government ordered that all police (who legally have guns) are not meant to protect the people, but to uphold the constitution. And, so many of us don’t even know what that means. We might “innocently” ask for the help of the police, and not know what hit us when we are being questioned or imprisoned. I have experience with this too, so I speak from that. The constitution is being changed. Laws are being written to harm us. If it seems that our government is pushing for gun control in support of us, then why are they continuing to make weapons and kill people?
Ask the questions you need to ask to make your heart feel light and good. Release your fears and worries. For many of us, this means bringing them to the surface and allowing them to become inspiration for others. When there is pain or confusion, it may be time for a change, and that may feel weird. We are awakening and as we do, it is natural for those energies inside us to resist change. Though this is happening today, tomorrow welcomes a new light with infinitudes of possibilities. Move yourself into your own solid truth and know that confusion will pass.
What will you do in honor of those who have given their human lives so that we… so that you and I can awaken? How will you honor that? This is a test of your own integrity. If you can step forward today in beauty, giving love to those whose opinions seem against yours, spending extra time giving thanks, following beauty wherever you go– you are making huge progress. If you can speak out about what is wrong and reject taking steps into the system you are creating magic. Every heart-centered action creates a ripple. You will find your truth if you choose to. You will find your purpose today even, if you accept that you are powerful. You may be BLISSED enough to know your purpose, and you may already be taking huge steps toward awakening. And, for that I thank you and ask that you never stop being you.
What can I do for you? How can I better serve you? What kind of support does your heart need?
The challenge here is to come together. I’m up for it. How about you?